I'm sorry, but I'm getting fed up with this.



There's over 30 people favoriteing my Twilight [link] piece,

And NO one is commenting.



And, just a little secret.


It's probably one of the most annoying things in the WORLD.

I HATE that piece with a passion right now.

I mean, I love that it's gotten so popular and what not, but my GOD people. I have other things than that in my gallary, so why don't you look at THOSE, rather than THAT.

There's things FAR better than that as well. I made that MONTHS ago, not even thinking about the books, and garasoetha.












I'm sorry. I feel like a bitch. I've had a rough day, no sleep, a meeting with my parents, baby sat a kid, the list could go on.

But PLEASE guys, look at EVERYTHING else, besides that.

80 THINGS YOU MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT ME

Whats your middle name?
Erica.

How big is your bed?
Queen.

What are you listening to right now?
Flyleaf.


What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
6661.


What was the last thing you ate?
Cheeze-its.

Last person you hugged?
Zack.


How is the weather right now?
rainy and cold


Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Lynds.


Favorite type of food?
Mexican/Italian.

Do you want children?
Yeah. Not now though, thanks.

Do you drink?
Not now, thanks again.

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
...

Hair color?
Red.

Eye color?
Blue/Green and a bit of yellow in the center.

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
yeah, both.

Favorite hoilday?
christmas/birthday/graduation!

Favorite Season?
winter/fall/spring.
NO summer.

Are you in a relationship?
no.

Last Movie you watched?
Well... Obama's acceptance speech.
Does that count?

What books are you reading?
The Host, still.

Piercings?
ears guaged with two sixteens in one hole.

Favorite Movie?
That's tough...

Favorite college football team?
JAYHAWKS!

What were you doing before filling this out?
Just got home.

Any pets?
Leopard Gecko-Vengeance
Red-Eared Slider [turtle]- Franklin.

Dogs or cats?
dogs

Favorite Flower?
tiger lilly

Who would you like to see right now?
Lynds, Brooke, Nash.

... Avenged.

Have you ever fired a gun?
Yep.

Do you like to travel by plane?
BY FAR the best way to travel.
Ever.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
right

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Huntington.

Are you missing someone?
Yeah.

Do you have a tattoo?
not yet

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
NO, I'm dead asleep.

Are you hiding something from someone?
No.

Are you homosexual?
nope.

What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
I don't have a phone.

Did you get enough sleep last night?
hell no.

First thing you thought about this morning?
Fuck school.

What do you have on your bedside?
books.

Grilled or fried?
Grilled.

Are you afraid of the dark?
no

6 things you can't live without?
friends, my animals, family, music, photography, internet...

Favorite song?
That's not a good question for me.

Are you a giver or a taker?
Taker, it's free!

SECTiON 1 [YOU.]
+ your name: Ashley
+ your gender: Female.
+ age: 17.
+ height: 5'3" I think.
+ hair color: Red.
+ eye color: Green/Blue/Yellow.
+ your location: Olathe, KS
+ fears: Going away next year to collage.

SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ peed your pants? When I was a kid.
+ cheated on someone? Nope.
+ fallen off the bed? Hahaha. The other night, actually.
+ fallen for a relative? That's nastayyy.
+ had plastic surgery? No? I'd much rather get rid of it, then add to it. XD
+ broke someone's heart? Maybe once.
+ had your heart broken? Yeah.
+ had a dream come true? Freaking Deja Vu, more than anything.
+ done something you regret? Yeah a couple things.
+ cheated on a test? Uh.. What high school student hasn't?
+ been raped? No?
+ broken a body part? Nope. *knocks on wood.*

SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY]
+ wearing ? Jeans, Orch. shirt (i designed. ), socks... glasses..
+ listening to ? Papa Roach- Hollywood Whore!
+ chewing - Nothing.
+ feeling - Tired.
+ reading ? The Host... still.
+ located - My living room.
+ chatting with ? Sam and Katie.
+ watching? NOBODY/NOTHING!

SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
+ brush your teeth? Yes.
+ like anybody? Nope.
+ have any piercing? Ears, twice in one hole. (two gauges in one hole, get it?)
+ drive? Ja.
+ believe in Santa Claus? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!
+ ever get off the computer? Duh.

SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ]
+ do you belong to a crew? Hell yeah.
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? More than others.
+ do you consider yourself popular? Nope. I'm one of the many.
+ do you trust your friends? Many more than should be.
+ are you a good friend? I try to be, it's important to me.
+ can you keep a secret? I can, if you want. But if it's life threatening, then no.

SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged? Meghan.
+ kissed? Yeah. We're not gonna talk about that. Thanks.
+ IMed ? Sam.
+ talked to on the phone ? Mom.
+ yelled at ? Mom. :\
+ fell in love with - Uh...
+ turned down? YOU, SUCKKA!

SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ]
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? Graphic Designer/ Photographer.
+ What was the worst day of your life? Idk. I have many.
+ What has been the best day of your life? TASTE OF CHAOS!
+ What comes first in your life? My music.
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? Nope.
+ If you had an extra set of eyes were would you put them? I don't want any more. Two are enough.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? How retarded school is.


SECTiON 8 [ FAVORITE . . .]
+ Movie: All Excess.
+ Song: ....
+ Group: Avenged Sevenfold.
+ Store: Target.
+ Relative: Lurrrrrrrry.
+ Sport: Football/Baseball.
+ Vacation Spot: WHOABTNL. Will be Huntington Beach, Cali, but... Idk when that'll be.
+ Fruit: Oranges.
+ Candy: Reeces?
+ Holiday: This year. Christmas/Birthday/Graduation. XD
+ Day of the Week: None of them.
+ Color: Purple. It has been since waaay before I knew who Avenged Sevenfold/ Brian Haner Jr./Syn Gates were.
+ Magazine: Revolver.
+ Name for a Girl: Not mine, thanks.
+ Name for a Boy: Idk. There's a lot of names I like.

SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
+ Like to give hugs - Si.
+ Like to walk in the rain? Sure.
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? On. Thanks. I like to be warm. :]
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Black.
+ Dress up on Halloween? Not this year.
+ Have a job? Sort of. I babysit.
+ Like to travel? I love it. If GD and Photography don't work out, I'd love to be a travel agent, that visits places.
+ Like someone? Nope.
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? Whateva works hoe.
+ Think you're attractive? I'm mediocre. XD
+ Want to marry? Yes. That's one thing I'd like to do.
+ Have a goldfish? The ones that my turtle eats? No, not right now.
+ Ever have the falling dream? yes.
+ Have stuffed animals? - Yeah. I do. Their in my closet along with the dead bodies.
+ Go on vacation? All the time. I wish.


SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]
+ Abortion: I think that if it's a reasonable cause, like if you were raped, you should be allowed. But if you're a 13 year old slut, then too bad, so sad sweetie.
Now, if you're 25 or so, and you really can't support it worth crap, then you should still have it, but put it up for adoption.
+ Bill Clinton: Don't really care. Hah.
+ Eating Disorders: Suck.
+ Summer: Love it when it rains. Any other time, sucks.
+ Tattoos: ABSOLUTE LOVE.
+ Piercing: Gauges are my favorite.
+ Make-up: It's okay. I don't need much. XD
+ Drinking: Don't get too caught up into it, cause if you get too addicted, then... well. You'd have my family.
+ Guys: Brian Haner Jr. beats them all, bitches.
+ Girls: Seriously? I hate all of them. Even though I'm one of them.

SECTiON 11 [ THIS OR THAT]
+ Pierced nose or tongue? Nose.
+ Be serious or funny? - Serious, but funny.
+ Single or taken? Single.
+ Simple or Complicated? Single.
+ MTV or BET? - Neither.
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? - Neither.
+ Sugar or salt? - Sugar!
+ Silver or gold? - Silver, like my chain, and Gold like my grill.
+ Tongue or belly button ring? Neither.
+ Chocolate or flowers? Flowers. :]
+ Angels or miracles? Angels. Of Anaheim. XD
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? Black and white.
+ Sunrise or sunset? - Sunset.
+ M&M's or Skittles? Skittles.
+ Rap or Rock? - Both.
+ Stay up late or sleep in? Both.
+ TV or radio? - Radio.
+ Hot or cold? - Cold.
+ Members of the opposite sex taller or shorter? - Taller!
+ Sun or moon? - Moon, especially during a harvest moon.
+ Diamond or Ruby? Ruby.
+ Left or Right? Right.
+ 10 acquaintances or one best friend? 10 Acquaintances.
+ Vanilla or chocolate? - Chocolate.
+ Kids or no kids? - Not sure.
+ Half-empty or Half-full? Both.
+ Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup.
+ Newspaper or Magazine? - Magazine.
+ Spring or Fall? - Both. :]
+ Give or receive? - Receive. It's free!
+ Rain or snow? - Both.
+ Happy or sad?- Both. We have our days.
+ sneakers or sandals? Sandals.
+ McDonald's or Burger King? McD.
+ Mexican or Italian food? - DUDE. BOTH!
+ Lights on or off? - Off.
+ A house in the woods or the city? Woods. I like the seculsion and the serenity of it. But it'd have to be a relatively short drive to the city; I enjoy the city too, but I just wouldn't live there.
+ Pepsi or Coke? - Dr. Pepper, bitches.
+ Nike or ADIDAS? - Both are overpriced and tend to look retarded a lot of the time.

LAST THING:
song lyric that most applies to your life:

Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

Never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

Letters keep me warm
Helped me through the storm
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

I've always been true
I've waited so long just to come hold you
I'm making it through
It's been far too long, we've proven our
love over time’s so strong, in all that we do
The stars in the night, they lend me their light
to bring me closer to heaven with you

(Bring me closer)

But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I reach towards the sky I've said my goodbyes
My heart's always with you now
I won't question why so many have died
My prayers have made it through yeah
’Cause with all these things we do
It don't matter when I'm coming home to you

And with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you






I've had a hard past few months, so this song is really hitting me lately.

I can't view any messages, deviatations or anything.





Please tell me someone else is having that problem...



Ashley



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Oookkaaay? Nevermind.

cancel that operation.

:]

Okay.


Some people have heard, and some haven't but I'm not really going to be on much within the week, and now more likely the next six months.


My uncle who has been battleing cancer [melinoma] has found more cancer, but it's not in the best of places. They found it in his brain, and now has six months left to live.


Six months. Guys, that gets me into a tight pickle. I turn 18 in six months; graduation in May. He promised me the world that he would be there, and if the treatment reduces the cancer, he may be there, and if it dosen't then he won't be there. He's been my number one supporter, and never ever let me down with most of which he would say.


"Living goes by fast, catch your breath
and it will pass you by.
And it won't last, to sulk with the memories you hold."


I've kind of been living to that for the past few weeks, and with starting my senior year, it's kind of my theme song now. haha.


So guys, please. Tell everyone in your family that you love them, no matter how pissed off you are, or if you guys are the best of friends, because you never know what will happen or if within six months they could potentally die of the most deadliest things in the world.




Thank you for reading guys, as well.


I love you ALL.